About three years ago, it was a hot humid summer night, and I was driving from my house (I live in Pennsylvania) to Blockbuster about 15 minutes away. It was about 11:30 and I was trying to beat the clock on getting tapes back by midnight. I took the back way to Blockbuster, which isn't any faster, but is the more enjoyable trip in the summer, due to the wonderful smell of the hay and milkweed, and the road is windy and I know it well and drive it way over the speed limit. This is a very beautiful drive. On the way to Blockbuster, the last sharp turn on this one road before I turn onto a different road, I passed this older man wearing jeans, a flannel shirt, and a baseball hat walking in the opposite direction on the other side of the road. I mentally noted that due to the fact that I would probably be passing him on the way back after I drop off the movies. I get to Blockbuster and drop off the movies, and then head back to home. On the way back, there is this section of road, where the speed limit drops from 50 down to 25 as the road encounters a sharp 90 degree turn with a quick drop of about 10 feet through the last portion of the turn. I always stay at 50-55 during this turn, because it feels like a roller coaster, unless a car is coming the other way, then I'll slow down to avoid an accident because you kind of go completely into the other lane. As I approached this little turn, I did not see headlights of another car, so I kept up the speed and I thought that the man I saw might be around the corner, but he obviously would be on the edge of the road, not the middle. As I came flying around the corner, went down the slope and leveled off, I saw the man standing in the middle of the road. I had no time to swerve or stop or even hit the brakes. I just froze.
I felt my car hit him. I was so violent an impact that it scared me. I saw this man slide up my hood in slow motion and smash his face into my windshield and then roll up and over the car. I felt the impact and him sliding up the hood and rolling over the car. I saw him as this happened, and can vividly remember his face as it planted on my windshield. I also heard the impact that my car had with his body and heard him slide and roll, and it scared the shit out of me. I immediately slammed on the brakes and skidded to a halt. I stared into the rear-view mirror for at least 15 seconds, staring at his lifeless body lying in the middle of the road. I was panicking, but I started to calm down. I finally worked up the nerve to get out of the car and see what heinous thing that I had done. As continued looking into the rear-view mirror till I got out, and he just laid there. As soon as I got out and turned around to look at him, within 5 seconds of not looking and his body was gone. I walked back to where his body had lain, and searched all over in the weeds and in the ditches on either side of the road, and even called out several times to see if I could find him and help him. There was nothing. No sign that anything had happened at all. Until I turned around and saw something that verified what I had believed. I did slam on the brakes from where I first hit the man to where my car was parked on the road due to the skid marks from my brakes locking up. I was terrified that I had just killed a man, and felt every emotion as if I actually had killed a man. I hesitantly went back to my car and drove home. For weeks, I read the paper and watching the news, waiting for a body to be found on or near that road. Nothing ever happened. There was no damage to my car. The blood that splattered on my windshield when his face hit it was not there. But, for about two years, those skid marks remained and haunted me every time I saw them. I still, to this day, slow way down to about 15 miles per hour around that turn, due to the most awful thing that I ever did, but that never really happened. Doesn't that just make you skin crawl?